Anywho, there's been a lot of things happening recently and I guess I wanna blow some steam. Or ask for prayer. Or something. I dunno. I'm just being me, as usual! ^_-
The first thing is that I just watched a video on youtube about abortions. Most people know where I stand on the issue. I'm not as right-wing as some people, but I'm definitely pro-life. Where the line is, I can tell you at a later date...that's not the point at the moment. The video was VERY, VERY, pro-life. It showed pictures of aborted babies, as well as police beating up people who were protesting. I don't know if they were being disruptive and it was "called for," but it didn't look right. Well, back to the pics. I wanted to puke. I seriously felt sick to my stomach. They were disgusting. It made me more sure of my stand on the issue. I think that there needs to be a line made that restricts when an abortion can occur. Many/Most of these were way, way past the line.
But this brings up another issue. Some of the pictures had roses by the dead fetus. Like a funeral. However, if the church is so adiment about this issue, why don't they hold funerals for spontaneous abortions, i.e. a miscarriage? Why don't we? We can't have it both ways. There needs to be consistency.
What do ya'll think? Here is the link if you want to see it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zDtUqImGjeg&feature=related
Another thing is that I need prayer. I am going to be (hopefully, maybe, probably) going to be giving my testimony at Real Life on Nov 4th. If any of you know me and my testimony, you'll understand why I need prayer. That is a very scary date for me (although Nov 5th is "worse," I guess) to be talking about myself. I just need strength to not breakdown or something. Yea. It will start (I'm assuming) with the drama I created that represents my testimony. For that, I'm actually quite excited. I think it could be very powerful. I really want to encourage people in their walk and faith in God throught this story. It's not supposed to be about me. I pray that I will keep it that way.
If any of you could come and support me that day at Real Life, come to the Centennial room beside Quiznos at about 7:30/7:45 or so. I'd more that appreciate it.
Now for the last part.
I AM SUCH A SILLY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!! Grrr. I really wish I could keep my head on straight. Arg. Oh, why must the heart be so fast to cling onto another? Why must I feel the need to give my heart away before it is asked for? I AM SO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!
*exhale* Now I feel a little better.
Yup. That's basically it. Hopefully I won't
be as delinquent or long winded in my writing next time.Walk with the King and be a Blessing!
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